MY GREATEST DAYS...

2007-09-01T03:16:00.001-07:00

I TRY

Games, changes and fears
When will they go from here
When will they stop
I believe that fate has brought us here
And we should be together babe
But we're not
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feelin'

Chorus:
I try to say goodbye and I choke
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here
Goodbye and I choke
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not here

I may appear to be free
But I'm just a prisoner of your love
And I may seem all right and smile when you leave
But my smiles are just a front
Just a front, hey
I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
And I'll try to keep my cool, but I'm feenin'

Repeat Chorus:

Here is my confession
May I be your possession
Boy, I need your touch
Your love, kisses and such
With all my might I try
But this I can't deny, deny

I play it off, but I'm dreaming of you
(but I'm dreaming of you babe)
And I'll keep my cool, but I'm feenin'
I try to say goodbye and I choke (yeah)
Try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near aahh)
Goodbye and I choke (yeah, yeah, yeah)
I try to walk away and I stumble (hey, hey, hey)
Though I try to hide it, it's clear (say it Lord)
My world crumbles when you are not here

Goodbye and I choke (I'm choking)
I try to walk away and I stumble
Though I try to hide it, it's clear
My world crumbles when you are not near
(when you are not near, yeah, yeah yeah)
Yeah, yeah..

2007-09-01T03:16:00.000-07:00

2007-08-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

Well, i'm back to blogging. Let's see. Frankly speaking, i'm feeling really depressed these few weeks. Why? I think that's because i have got so many things coked up in my mind, that i can't speak even in a year or approximately 365 days. I have dozens of things, be it good or bad, it just sinks in my brain and it never seemed to get away and in the end, i really felt like i am at my losing end! But hey, i supposed all the thoughts that i have pondered about so far are supposingly ''NEGATIVE'' thoughts! I wanted to get rid of all those negative thoughts that have been stucked like a blood clot in my brain for..OKAY, 2 years! I myself, am shocked at this numerical digit of 2 years that includes 365 days of non-stop working, physically, emotionally and even mentally! That does includes my stress management on studying for my O levels!

So, to try ending this ''MISERY'', a hopeful me, have decided to attend a counselling session held by my school. However, initially, i didn't like the thought of me having to go for a ''COUNSELLING SESSION'', that is because i couldn't help but think that i am a problem kid! I SERIOUSLY DON'T THINK I AM!:( However, to come to think of it, i thought it was alright just to get counselled as it would solve my problem, ONCE AND FOR ALL. Yeah, i then had an hour's long counselling session with Ms Mulai, who is my school's counseller, together with two of my classmates. Together, we talked about our problems. BUT..but..but..when i told Ms Mulai about my problem and ''condition(if that would be the right word to use)''..she told me something, something that shocked me as if my world is going to fall apart, that i could not live any longer, that i was having DEPRESSION, i was at the early stage of depression. She told me that if i do not take any actions to solve this problem, that would lead to a more serious depression stage and hence, having to deal with medications and.. the BLA BLA stuffs..

You know, this is really really freaking me out! I AM DEPRESSED, I AM HAVING DEPRESSION! This thought have actually been visible to my mind for so many years already but i wouldn't let it happen. However, that was what it is, appearing before my mind now was the word, DEPRESSION.

Lord, could you just let me leave this world and just let me DIE?? I wanted so much to lead a happy and yet satisfying lifestyle, however, i am leading a boring and dull lifestyle. God, please lighten up my life, would you?? I guess i can't speak of this any longer...

Now, my heart is the only organ that lives for THE SAKE OF LIVING. Haha. I wonder, how nice would it be to have someone caring, loving and doing every other things with you...well, i understand a little of it already though not fully.

I just felt like searching his mind for a minute or two, just to search for the correct ''infomation'' that i always wanted to know, haha. I was overwhelmed with the fact that, the guy that i have liked for so long, have finally came closer...i just had this mixed feelings, like bubbles, some bubbles would appear and show visions of us in it, another moment, the bubbles would burst, ''POP!'' and every feeling would be gone again. This feeling is undescribable...i guess..things will change gradually, hopefully, for the better..

He just makes me worried about him all the time, i could feel that my whole heart lies on him..i would like to protect him and change him if i could. Let's say..FOREVER? How nic would that be if i were to be with him until the end of time:) However, the future is unpredictable, everything just comes with a flow, like the waterfalls...

*Sobs*, i miss you quite terribly!:'(

Okey-dokey, i guess it will be a fresh new start for me tomorrow! Have a long and nic weekend everyone!:) Goodbye and CHEERIOS!;)

2007-07-09T05:50:00.001-07:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p1PM_CzAzVM

2007-07-07T05:09:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, i've got a test for you. This test shows how well you know me. Please do the test!=) Thank you.

P.S : The friend test is located at the right hand side of my blog, just right below my tag box=)

http://www.truefriendtest.com/friendtest/687534

2007-07-01T06:49:00.000-07:00

Hey! I'm here to update on my NEPHEW! =D

Hooray! It has been a week since the newborn was born into this beautiful world=D Below are two of the pictures sent by my cousin!

Cute, ain't he?!?!! Aww..is he hooray-ing or yawning??!? HAHAHA! Cute!!

Uhmm...he is ''GORGEOUS!'' Such a cutie, yeah?=D Uhm, will Shun be single eyed lid or double eyed lid?? I think he will be single eyed lid because as you know, most Japanese have got single eye lids...even though, i think he will grow up to be a cutie! ''HEH HEH''...his eyes looks so cute and his lips looks so...''teeny-weeny!'' LOL.

Alright, i got to go and do some ''Itsy-bitsy, nitty-witty'' stuffs now! HAH!

BYE!=DD

CHEERIOS AND BUENO SUERTES EVERYONE!

2007-06-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

I didn't turn up for school today mainly because i was unwell. Alright, i was feeling really nauseous earlier this morning and i didn't even have the appetite to munch on something but my Mum adviced me to eat something, at least..so i ate a small piece of hotdog bread and drank a cup of milk for my breadfast and ate porridge with minced meat and steamed egg for lunch. And, surprisingly, i felt much better after eating the porridge that my Mum had cooked..uhm, i guess it must have been the ''mother's love'' that has given me strength to carry on my everyday duties as a teenager..i'm really happy to have a mother who takes care of me each and every moment of my lifespan especially when i'm sick..she is whom have taken much good care for me since i was a kiddy->adolesence->teenager(which is what i am now) . Mother's love is always that great! I love you Mum=)

I am really contented that i have such good parents who supports me in whatever i do. In any case, i'm contented with what i have, the love+concern+support from my family members..other than that, i know there are other families out there, other teenagers out there who might be living the same life as mine-or might not be..no matter what..the world- the wealthy, the humbles, the poor and the illed..we are all blessed with love from each and everyone of us..we shouldn't blame one another over small matters, feel hatred towards someone..and even starting quarells with one another..we should live our life to the fullest, enjoy every bit, every second in our lives..i'm gladly appreciated by this...which is...love+peace+joy=contentment..

I dare not ask for more in my life...but i really hope that i can get through most of the obstacles that i'm going through right now, right here..

Well...yes..i received a call from my bigger cousin earlier this morning saying that my cousin's sister, who is also my bigger cousin, had given birth!!:) I'm so elated, you know? Why? Because i'm going to have A NEPHEW!(it's a boy):D

''HOORAYY!''

I'm gonna have a nephew, i'm going to be an Auntie! Gosh, am i old now?=( HEH HEH. Well, it doesn't matters, partly because i'm already waiting for a nephew to appear! Hehe. Uhm, yes..my cousin was in labour for 23 hours! ''GOSH!'' That's soo long lah! I mean, like, i don't even dare to give birth already lah! Haha! I heard from my Mum, when she was pushing me out from her vigina to this beautiful world, that, it's a really tiring and painful experience..but..also..a wonderful miracle happening..yeah, i know that:) It's awesome...suddenly, there's a baby..who's popping right out out of nowhere?? HAHAHA. Uhm, really wonderful..i'm so happy for my cousin..CONGRATULATIONS JIEXIN JIEJIE!!!:D

However, the sad thing is that, the birth was taken place in Japan as my cousin was married to a Japanese, and i'm gonna have a Japanese+Chinese= Mix blood nephew! HEH HEH. Happy again!:D Oh yar, i think he's name is Ikawa-jun, i ain't sure either, i gotta check it out! And he's weight is 2.8kg! Light? Hahaha. And..sadly..i'm only going to see my nephew like maybe next year? That's soo long you know?!? I just can't wait to see him..and take pictures with him, i think he must be a cutie when he grows up, haha! Ok, my cousin sent me a picture of the nephew, he looks so small with eyes closed!;)

Uhm, i think uncle Takashi used his handphone to take this picture! Coz it looks dark! Haha. I'll remember this day, because it's the 25th of June 2007, my nephew's birth date and mine's on the 16th July , close by a month! Haha=)

HAH. I guess i'd better be going now..i'm a sick bird..bye bye!:D

2007-05-31T00:21:00.000-07:00

Wow, it has been ages since i last updated my blog, haha. Well, i'm here now! So guys, i've updated alright?! Hahaha.

Hm, i stayed back at school recently for my school's Conquer O Programme as for Art as well. I can say that that's kind of ''Shitty'' cuz i don't plan to go back to school during the June holidays! ''AHHHH!'' I cannot stand the fact that i'll still have to go back to school for the next..two weeks! And i still have 8 more sessions of Art lessons-.- But well, i have the passion for Arts so it's alright, i shall bear with it for another..5 more months! HAH! I'm waiting for this critical period to be over!

Oh yes, i watched Pirates Of The Carribean yesterday. It was like a 2 and a half hour long show. The duration of the movie nearly got me sinking deep into my lala land, but fear not, because i've got my chocos with me! HEHHEH. I think the show was awesome. Everything seemed so surreal, especially Orlando Bloom! ''AWW..'' I get this fetishness over him..i'm a fan of his! How i ever wished he was standing in front of me and eyes clicking.. BUT, i know, that will never happen unless i've got that much capital to go to Hollywood and find him! HAHA. I like Keira Knightly, too! She's pretty and i think, she's a really good actress!=) I like the way she acted in the movie- that is acting manly! I got the tickets for the movie at 6.40pm at Bishan ( Junction 8) and i arrived home at around 10.30pm! The show ended at around 9.30pm. I had to explain to my Mom about that because i have forgotten to tell her that i wasn't taking my dinner as she've prepared it- unknowingly. HAHA. She had to holler at me for a while because of my own wrongdoings =(

Anyway, i thought of Liv Tyer, the ''WORLD'S NUMBER 4 MOST BEAUTIFUL WOMAN'', i think she is really pretty and looks sophiscated too! She's so fair..she has that beautiful and soft natural hair! Hmm, overall, she's pretty! A snowhite indeed!=)

Lastly, cheers for the June holidays! I've got to bundle up my cash and placed it in my bag and do some shopping! Of course, there's always a limit to it! Haha. I guess i will study and shop like a maddist! Hahaha. BYE!

* I'll always remember that it was a Friday, a late afternoon...no matter how much you brainwashed me, i'll still keep that in mind for as long as i shall live...* :)

2007-04-05T23:07:00.000-07:00

2007-03-10T04:39:00.000-08:00

WHERE DOES MY HEART BEAT NOW ? (Celine Dion)

So much to believe in - We were lost in time Everything I needed I feel into your eyes Always thought of keepin - Your heart next to mine But now that seems so far away Don't know how love could leave without a trace Where do silent hearts go?

Where does my heart beat now Where is the sound That only echoes through the night Where does my heart beat now I can't live without Without feeling it inside Where do all the lonely hearts go

Candle in the water - Drifting helplessly Hiding from the thunder - Come and rescue me Driven by hunger - Of the endless dream I'm searching for the hand that I can hold I'm reaching for the arms that let me know Where do silent hearts go?

I know that out there somewhere He waits for me Someone who's searching just like me Then one touch overcomes the silence Love still survives Two hearts needing one another Give me wings to fly I hear my heartbeat now I hear the sound Hear it echo through the night
I feel my heart beat now Now that I've found The feeling lives inside I've got someone to give my heart to Feel it getting stronger and stronger and stronger Hearts are made to last Till the end of time

The future is unpredictable. So for now, i will just lead my life as per normal.

2007-02-28T03:59:00.000-08:00

I have been quite busy these few days practically doing my school work. I'm trying to mug as much as i can! I kept telling myself to keep going...but soon after, I was dazing off again!Hah! I knew this was going to happen after all. But, no matter what, I will still perservere. Determination, endurance and perserverance is the key to keep me going...

Okay, keep that aside for now. No doubt i have been busy these few days, i still considered the facts about the weird feelings in me. I guess i was feeling a little emotional lately. I guess it is because i wasn't feeling ''right''. Okay, so how did this occurred? Basically, i was thinking much about ''love and feelings'' that i feel for someone..i DON'T KNOW WHY but i just got this big CRUSH on this particular guy..UNTIL i found out earlier on(like a few days ago) that he actually had a crush on ANOTHER GIRL..man, i felt like a pathetic asshole! Personally, i feel that if her DOESN'T like me then it's no point forcing him to right? I've decided that i should just let it go and let nature take it's course..as the fact is what it is. Oh man..

''Gahhh!''

Oh Lord, please help me by letting all these problems filter out from my mind!I just can't stop fuming and rattling about this to others am i right?

''Drats!''

''Nothing gained, nothing ventured''

Oh boy, i got to go again. See yah all soon!

2007-02-20T04:16:00.000-08:00

I can do all the things through Christ who strengthens me. The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called confusion, speed bumps called friends, red lights called enemies, a caution light called family. You will have flats called jobs. But, if you have a spare called determination, an engine called perseverance, insurance called faith, a driver called JESUS, you will make it into a place called success..and that is what i believe can happen..

I realised that not everything you want can be yours..you have to work for what you want in life and not wanting it to come to you automatically..certain things are hard to say..I am now trying hard to focus on what is most important and leaving the rest to what it is.

* I want to see the beautiful sky once again..I want to come up from beneath and see the most beautiful things in the world..I want to pour out my pains and sorrows..God, how i wish you were there to help me and guide me along..

2007-02-16T23:29:00.000-08:00

HAPPY cny guys!=) I didn't have the time to blog about yesterday so i shall talk about what i did yesterday:D

We had our school CNY celebration yesterday(come to think of it, I think it's kind of cool!). I spent some time helping out to clean the classroom(I swept the floor) and as well as putting up some decoration to make the classroom look more colourful, haha. Of course, we had to decorate our classroom because there was a ''Classroom CNY decoration competition'' going on. The judges look great and they too, took a look at our classroom's decoration and my friend(Syafie)　funny and interesting speech, lol. Seriously, i hope we would win the competition!

After our dismissal at 12.30 pm, I went out with WF, YY, XN, CL to Bugis street. Like fine, i got there and it was soo freakingly sunny and crowded. I meant crowded as in there's a lot of people but not ''crowded'' like a standpit was going to occur! We all went to Bugis street's cafe and had our lunch there. WF and me talked and talked. It was fun though;D Later on, we all went our separate ways. WF and me went to Bugis Village and shop for the New Year clothes whilst the rest of them stayed on in Bugis Street. Okay, guess what? I met my another group of classmates!(which is YX's gang) Hahaha. Damn funny la. I was walking and out of a sudden, i heard someone calling out my name!Haha! Talked a short while about the bargaining of clothes and stuffs, hahaha.

I accompanied WF to buy some of her necessities. And again, I met Eric! Wow, Singapore is really damn small la. I still saw some of the AMKsians around at Bugis Village, lol. Woo...is that your girlfriend? Haha..

It's good to be close to someone you know really well..anyway, I came across this phrase..but this phrase have been rumbling in my mind for quite some time already, that is, '' If i had the chance to hold you, I would never let you go''. I wished I had the chance to do so, so as long as you allow me to..I don't expect too much either. I will let fate decide on my future...Oh yes! YES YES YES. I remembered I dreamt of you 2 odd weeks ago. Oh gosh..I didn't even know why the heck i dreamt of you!Haha! What a weird dream I've had man..but it was a good one..

*For you :

I am glad that you have known what is right and what is wrong. Apparently, you just did it according to what I have said. But, I believe you know what you are doing..you aren't a child any longer! You are a big girl now. I can't be always telling you what to do and what not to, am i right? You have to make be decisive and make the correct decisions. I am glad that you thought it through and broke off with him. I don't think that he is a bad boy but the thing is that you are still young..wait till you are much older, you will find the right person. I believe there are more than one choices. You are perfectly fine! Not to worry, hahaha. I will be there for you. ALWAYS!

2007-02-05T06:15:00.000-08:00

Hey people!GOSH.I realised i haven't been blogging for more then a month already.Haha.Since the day school reopened, i have been quite busy with my studies. It will be a hectic year for me and frankly speaking, it is unbelievable that i am taking my O levels THIS YEAR!Like wow,right?Haha.I got to buck up on all my subjects though.Life is not easy, everyone of us will go through the most difficult period of our lives. Of course, depending on what situation we are in.

Well, today was quite a Monday blues for me, practically for everyone.Haha. I think i slept too late last night that i was feeling quite lethargic this morning.Heh. After school, i went to Bras Basha Shopping Centre with Thiam Jin and Wei Fang to Art Friend as TJ wanted to get some art materials. Also, we went on to another art shop. WF and I saw this whole box of different coloured ribbons and we thought of buying it.Haha.It looks so nice! I think we were tempted by the colour and texture of it ;) After pondering, we finally bought our desired colours. But the thing was that we did not have enough cash on us, so we borrowed money from TJ,hahaha. Sorry TJ! I will return you the $$ tomorrow or Wednesday!Hahaha.Hopefully tomorrow! :)

Yeah, we went to WF's mum eatery and ate some mouth-watering and super-delicious Thai food!It was quite a fulfiling meal despite the spicyness and filling food.Haha. I enjoyed the Tom Yam soup!Nice!Hehheh. Thank God, i ate to my fulfil. hahaha! And now, i am having stomache cramps again. AHHh!. :(

After having our dinner, it was already 7 plus. We took a bus from city hall and home we went!Gosh,my legs are aching after the long walk that we had.Haha.By the time i reached home, it was already 9pm.

I got to rush now, i think i will blog again quite sometime after...Chinese New Year,hahaha.

2007-01-11T03:26:00.000-08:00

Gosh, the stress moment have just begun, i think i am going to explode soon!10 more months..i just have to work hard for 10 more months..and..the critical period will be over..SOON.Haha. Just to say, my art is stressing me out! I still can't believe this is happening, but i still have to be realistic..haha. I have to plan out everything already, i will do no matter what it takes :)

As i am having my O levels this year, i will focus on it 100% and not let anything affect my studies..

I will not disclose anything about how i feel for you, but what i know is that i will sincerely wait for you. I don't know what to say..really..but well, in a few years time, i will let you know...

This is soo complicated man..i suddenly realised what i really want in my life..

* you are the special one..i am glad that i have known you..

2007-01-07T05:14:00.000-08:00

OPRAH WINFREY

This week a new school opened in South Africa. In a country where a serious skills shortage is hampering economic growth any boost to the education system is welcome. However, two things are special about the Leadership Academy for Girls near Johannesburg.
Firstly, it has been set up to give an education to girls from poor families and, secondly, it has been founded and funded by the American TV star Oprah Winfrey whose own start in life mirrored that of the pupils she is now trying to help.

Cutting the ribbon at her new Leadership Academy for GirlsWinfrey is now a household name, host of a programme that has become the highest rated talk show in television history where public confession has become a form of therapy.
Her success as TV star and actress has brought her great wealth and influence. According to Forbes magazine she was the richest African American of the 20th century and is the only black billionaire on the planet.
Her opinions can create market swings and influence public behaviour. An off-the-cuff remark about a burger during the BSE crisis led to her being sued by the Texas cattle industry for depressing the sales of beef. She won the resulting court case
Behind all the wealth and fame was a childhood of poverty and abuse. Born in rural Mississippi to two unmarried teenage parents, her early years were spent with her grandmother, a devout Baptist, who did not hesitate to use a switch on the young Oprah if she misbehaved. By the age of six she was back with her mother where, according to her own story, she was subjected to sexual abuse by members of her own family.
She rebelled in her teens and admitted to a number of promiscuous relationships, one of which resulted in a pregnancy at the age of 14. The child subsequently died.

Former beauty queen

The turning point in her life was the decision to return her to her father, Vernon, in Tennessee. He insisted she go back to school where she thrived, becoming an honours student and winning a scholarship to the State University where she studied communications and got her first media job at a local radio station. She appeared to have a clear idea of where she wanted her life to go.

Winfrey appearing as an actress in 1985's the Colour PurpleAn early boyfriend is quoted as saying that Oprah "knew what she wanted very early in life. She said she wanted to be a movie star. She wanted to be an actress, worked hard at it, and when her ship started to sail, she got aboard."
It was not surprising that she quickly got snapped up by television. She was clever, witty and, as a former winner of the Miss Black Tennessee beauty pageant, she looked good on screen.
After hosting shows on local TV she moved to Chicago in 1983 to take over an ailing mid-morning chat show. Within months it was extended to a full hour and renamed the Oprah Winfrey Show.
In 1986 it was broadcast across the United States. Time magazine later attempted to discover the reason for this success. "In a field dominated by white males, she is a black female of ample bulk," it said. "What she lacks in journalistic toughness, she makes up for in plainspoken curiosity, robust humour and, above all empathy"

Hands on involvement

In 1998 Winfrey set up a charity to encourage help for the disadvantaged around the world. On a 2004 visit to South Africa she donated equipment, and clothing to poor and Aids-affected children in the townships. Nelson Mandela asked her if she would provide support for children whose parents were too poor to afford education and the result was the Oprah Winfrey Leadership Academy for Girls.

Comparisons have been drawn with Madonna's involvement in AfricaWinfrey did not just fund the school, she became personally involved in the planning and design and even interviewed some of the applicants for places. "I really became frustrated with the fact that all I did was write check after check to this or that charity without really feeling like it was a part of me." she told Newsweek magazine.
Poverty in Africa brings out a variety of responses. For another megastar, Madonna, help meant plucking one child from a village in Malawi and giving it all the advantages of a wealthy upbringing in the West.
Some have argued this has done nothing for the thousands of children left behind. Winfrey takes a different point of view driven by her own childhood experiences and the belief that, given the opportunity, anyone can make a success of their life. In her own words, "It doesn't matter who you are, where you come from. The ability to triumph begins with you - always."

( I really admire Winfrey Oprah for who she is - her witiness, etc
her show is really interesting, anyone of you should just set aside some time to watch her show. For the least, it is worth watching.)

2007-01-07T04:54:00.000-08:00

You guys should check out this website, which is the BBC website. There are a lot of infomations,advices, tips and news. It is really interesting, go and take a look at it. I bet most of you would be dumbfolded by all the stuffs that are inside the website.

http://www.bbc.co.uk/schools/communities/onionstreet/advice/

This is the link on how you handle your school life properly, there are study skills that you can follow. Basically, there are a lot of infomations that you can refer to in this website. Have fun!

2007-01-06T22:23:00.000-08:00

Hm, school has reopened and I am getting really busy lately because of school work. Nevermind about that, a new year have begun ! Hooray to the new 2007!!Hahaha. I am going to have a lot of tuitions soon, maybe like trice a week or so. Damn, that is so…boring! But, it is for my own good..I am having my O levels this year and I really want to make the best out of me and do what ever I can. I just started my English course at British Council yesterday, and it was really fun. I liked the teachers there, especially my English teacher Miss Wegg. She’s a really nice lady plus her British accent. The teachers there are all expatriates from the United Kingdom and they really teaches good English. I thought I was going to a school, because it seems to me that all the students there are having normal class lessons. After school, all the students(young and old) would run down the stairs and go home. But, most of the students are young kids, hahaha. Everyone there was really friendly and cool. And yeah, I made friends from there too, like DUH! HAHAHA. This is in international school so yeah, you will get to know people from different races. I really want to pass my English, and I believe that the teacher could help me a lot more than I do, but of course, I have to help myself too. I think I am going to have more tuitions coming up…wow…really busy..haha.

2006-12-23T00:47:00.000-08:00

Ok, let's see..on Friday, i went out with my Elaine and David, i met them at around 11.15, but i was late because i accidentally stepped on mud! And obviously, my heels were filled with mud, needless to say, it was disgusting, and i just had to clean it off while standing at the corner of the street, haha. We met up and went to Cineleisure to catch a movie called '' A Night At The Museum'' . But before that, we went to take neoprints. I haven't been taking neoprints for a really long long long time!Lol. Back to the show, the show wasn't as nice as i thought it would be, but it was kind of funny, so i have no qualms about that ..i didn't know that David was sick, halfway through the movie, he just felt really cold..and went to sat at the corner seat in the cinema..i am so sorry David..i didn't know that you were not feeling well..sorry..you should have told us. :'(

I had to go at 3pm as i was going to meet my cousins for Christmas shopping, so we all went our own ways. We met up and went to eat at Delifrance..i ate mango mousse for lunch, hahaha. Is that crazy? Well, i am not really hungry anyway, but the mango mousse was so sweet! Eeks. After that, we just shopped around Orchard areas and we headed off to our auntie's house at Thomson bla bla bla..it was already 7 plus when we finally reached their house. We had a fufiling dinner and we also had Tang Yuan ! I was so damn full!! Later on, we went home..that was about 11 plus i guess...so exhausted!

Today, i woke up early and got ready to go to my cousin's house for a Christmas party, it was cool, there were a lot of delicious dishes prepared by their maid, it was yummy! I wonder if any other maid could prepare such lovely and wonderful dishes like her ;) At around 3 plus, i went back home..and my parents will be out later in the night.. :D bored..

2006-12-21T00:26:00.000-08:00

http://www.raaacartoons.com/christmas/.html

* An animated puppy video ( Christmas )

'' Look at my teeth! ''

2006-12-20T22:03:00.000-08:00

Finally, i passed my N levels! Though it isn't that good, i am happy that i can be promoted to secondary 5 . Well, next year will be a hectic year for me as well as everyone out there, i just have to get through that year and TADA! School life has ended! Hahaha. I want to get into a good course in polytechnic and achieve what i want :) I can't imagine 4 years have passed so fast, with a blink of an eye, i am already secondary 4! Lolx. It is funny, i hope time could turn me back when i was a little girl, i still have that clear vision of me during my childhood times, it is still vivid in my mind, hahaha. It is December! And Christmas is nearing! Woohoo! Peeps out there! Are you excited ?! Because i am ! I am waiting for that special occasion to arrive, lol. School is reopening soon too, so i guess i have to start preparing everything first before it is too late :) Cool, i will be having parties this week and the next, going out with my friends, my family..and so on..cool isn't it? Hahaha. Now, let us just enjoy a lil' bit of this moment! LET'S START PARTYING!! Weee~~ ;)

* Check this out! :)

http://www.cuteducky.com/cute_animal_quiz.html

find out which cute animal you are ! Hahaha!

2006-12-18T22:19:00.000-08:00

Why are baby pictures so cute?

Almost everyone loves and wants a cute baby poster to adorn their room. Well, there are different theories explaining the irresistible attraction to innocent, cute babies which motivates us to buy baby posters. One of reason it is said that we love babies is that Mother nature makes them that way to ensure the survival of the species. Most babies are born cute. Even animal babies like puppies or kittens are adorable !. Human babies need a longer time span to develop and be socialized and it is therefore important for them to be liked and adored by their parents or other adults around them.

Being born cute works in their favor. Expectant mothers always long to have a cute baby picture adorning their bedroom. Some people believe that if an expectant mother looks cute baby posters while she is expecting, she would give birth to a cute baby. One the world's leading and famous photographer for baby pictures is Anne Geddes and her inspiring, artistic baby posters are available in almost every country. Photographing babies requires patience. Getting a baby model to smile for a photo shoot may be a Herculean task ! Phew !

2006-12-16T22:50:00.000-08:00

Recently i've been thinking about what is missing in my life, but i just can't figure it out..maybe one day i will find out. But there is another thing i've been thinking about..the poor people living in rural areas in other countries, like some parts of Africa,China,Cambodia. These children living there have been suffering since they were young, well, most of them. I've also been watching documentaries about people contracting AIDS as well as other diseases, but i guess most of the AIDs patients come from those poor and undeveloped countries like Africa. Even some children had to sell themselves away(get into the prostitution line) in order to have a family income. Other then that, we should know that we are very fortunate to be able to live in such a wonderful and developed country, and also to be lucky that we eat good food every single day compared to the people there surviving on small amounts of food and having to worry about the future, what will they become of ? We should be lucky that we have an advance technology in our country. Some people just don't know how lucky they are, they just simply do the things that they want. For example, in terms of cash, most of the teenagers simply just see something they fancy and buy it without even hestitating and most of the time, this habit continues. I mean, you have to know what's right and what's wrong..don't do things that you yourself will regret. Well, when it comes to eating food, i know that most people don't like eating '' fatty'' stuffs. For me, yes, i did that, i don't really like eating certain food but then when i suddenly thought about the poor people especially children starving, i will gobble the food down. Personally, i feel that what ever we do, we should consider the fact that we are very lucky and just eat what ever we have, enjoy the things that were being granted to us. I may have argued with my parents when it comes to eating, they kept telling me about those unfortunates ..because i wan't into eating all sorts of food. But as i said, it is a different matter now, i try to eat what i am given. God has given us this chance of living, living with food mountained really high, haha. And living in a happy family, parents who care about us, who earns lots of money and give us what we wanted. I don't think all these could be fulfied for those living in poverty..just to say.. we are the lucky ones :)

I think i am going to do some volunteering work too already, we should help them as much as we can. hmm..

2006-12-16T22:41:00.000-08:00

JULY BABY ME . =)

Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. spazzy at times. Not revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people through observations. Hardworking. No difficulties in studying. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Waits for friends. Never looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

gosh..everything in here is true haha.

2006-12-16T05:54:00.000-08:00

I didn't do much today, just reading a National Geographic book and watching television. My mum then bought roti pratas and muttons for lunch lol. Well, it was tasty! But mutton is not really good ( i don't know why ) and roti pratas ain't good either, it is unhealthy. At least i don't eat unhealthy food all the time, only once in awhile. As usual, i went online and you know surf the internet =) During the night, i went out with my parents and we went to Genki Sushi at United Square . The food was delicious, especially the salmon fish! It was simply fabulous =D I think i was really hungry, because i also ordered a big bowl of thin handmade noodles! Hahaha. I ate like 8 salmon slices lolx. But it was just really nice and i was enjoying my dinner :D haha. In the end, i am like so full! Like duh, hahaha. Hm, lately, things happened. I realised that people do change over a period of time, it is up to them to do what they want to. I hope she knows what she is doing...i seriously don't know what happened to her..i mean it is like so impossible..suddenly, something came across her mind and then?? This happened..i don't know what she is doing! I was close with her once but now..it seems like our relationship have drifted apart...further and further...i will blog tomorrow..i don't think i have the mood to go on further..life is unpredictable...

2006-12-15T00:22:00.000-08:00

Finally..i am back to blogging! I haven't been blogging for at least a month already i guess..anyway, i didn't do much today, i just stayed at home and watched some cartoons..school is starting soon..again..school life can be interesting..but well, for now..i will just stay awake..i was thinking if time could turn me back to my childhood times haha, but as you know, that is impossible.. Oh yes, i think i should write about the things that happened on Tuesday. On Tuesday, i went out with my bunch of friends, Eddie,Eric and Raj ..my good friend was supposed to come with us, but in the end she didn't as she had to accompany her aunty to choose a gown for her marrige. So yeah, we went to East Coast Park , reached there at about 3 plus i guess..then Eric and me rented a bike while Eddie and Raj roller-bladed..but in the end Raj cycled..and Eric roller-bladed..it was kind of funny though. While cycling, it suddenly drizzled so our 2 hours was up..the uncle who rented us the bikes were kind enough to give me and Eric two bottles of mineral water, haha. After cycling, we went to eat..actually we wanted to go bowling as well, but because i can't go home too late, we decided to bowl next time. So we took the train back home, but when i walked out of the train i realised that i've forgotten to take my wallet! Hahaha . All the while my wallet was with Eric..as i didn't bring any bag, i had to asked him to help me keep it..i called Eddie and they came back to Bishan mrt to return my stuffs and took another train back home, lolx . By the time i reached home, it is already 9.15 pm . That was how i spent my Tuesday! Haha :D

*don't stop moving..life could be full of wonders....*

2006-10-16T00:32:00.000-07:00

Steve Irwin, aka the Crocodile Hunter, has died in a marine accident while filming a documentary at Batt Reef, Low Isle off Port Douglas. The 44-year-old is believed to have been killed by a stingray barb that went through his chest. He is survived by his wife and two children. What a sad day indeed. Regardless of any controversial incidents, I believe the world has just lost a good man. I can’t remember what show this was, and of course it was to do with turtles, but he was on a beach and Terri Irwin was nearby. He was talking about some sort of law that said he couldn’t physically help the hatchlings. They focused on one little turt, trying to climb some rocks and going who knows where. He was getting quite worked up over the fact that he couldn’t help the little guy when they’re only so endangered because of us. It’s funny that I remember a nature documentary as one of the most touching things I’ve ever seen on a screen. A grown man so frustrated he was almost in tears because he wanted to help a 2-inch long hatchling but couldn’t. Known for his enthusiasm for wildlife and nature, he was a great educator and entertainer and did so much for the animals, conservation efforts, and for Australia..

2006-10-15T23:10:00.000-07:00

Back to my blog again! =) The haze is getting worst i guess, it has been days and weeks since the haze started, all that happened in Indonesia and now, the air in Singapore have been polluted with bad air from Indonesia! Because of that, i had a sorethroat for several days, but, i will be okay soon, i guess. Yeahh, i woke up at about 9 am today as i have slept late last night, at about 12 plus ? LOL , that's rather late to me - had some stuffs to do anyway. After that, hm...i ate my breadfast and helped mom to hang the clothes! Hooray! hahaha, kind of exciting right? Yeah, and guess what ?? I made something really speacial today! HAHA! it's supposed to be '' Potato Beef Patties '' , instead , i made '' Potato Meat And Carrot Patties! '' LOL..hahaha. Why? because...my mum didn't have minced beef at home, so we used minced meat instead..haha =O . There's my special '' Potato Meat And Carrot Patties! '' .... " Give the humble bergedil a meaty bite by adding meat to the ingredients . " hahhaha! =D I was supposed to have 8 patties in my plate! But...i ate them all and only left with 2 ! LOL. Does it look nice? Well,that was my lunch for today, with an apple on my plate!Haha - an apple a day keeps the doctor away! This special dish that i cooked was delicious! Yummy! =) I just want to try something new, so i go for this, hehe. I wanted to try the patties with chilli or tomato sauce, but, i hadn't got any at home!Soo yeah, it is really interesting to cook and try out some dishes, especially when you are in the right mood to do so,lol. And furthermore, this is a simple dish that anyone of you could do!But i think mine looks ugly!hahaha,though, it can be improved further!

This is my recipe :

* 2 tbsps oil

* 1 onion,peeled and chopped

* 2 cloves garlic, minced

* 200 g / 100 g minced meat / minced beef

* 1 potato / 2, boiled, peeled and mashed ( use a potato masher, that'd be faster!)

* 1/2 tsp salt

* pepper ( not so much!)

* 4 tbsps plain flour * 1 egg, beaten

* 1 cup oil ( deep frying )

* Kaffir lime leaves and sprigs coriander should be added, it will taste nicer!

When beef is added to it, it is simply fabulous! hahaha =D ( 2 lime leaves - sliced finely ) ( 2 sprigs coriander - chopped finely )

Yeap, i think for the rest of my day, i am going to continue to read the storybook that i borrowed -- The Crowing Mercy . ;)

That's all for today! hehheh..chaos!

2006-10-12T23:24:00.000-07:00

Finally got to blog once again. Damn, i feel so stressed up! I am afraid that i would fail my exams! Urgh. But,that was all over already, now what i need to do during this two months of holiday is to catch up with a lot of things. It isn't really a holiday yet, i still have to go back to school for the next two weeks to continue lessons as per normal! Yeah,that was sad news.Haha. But everything still has to go on :) . I was planning what to do during the November and December holidays, my plan was to work,haha.I know to some of you,that sounds cool.But , it isn't as cool as you think! Well,bascially,what i am planning to work as is something rather normal but quicky ;) . It is an administrative job, for that, i can gain some experience now rather then knowing nothing later on, right? The pay should be tempting,haha. But,what i wanted the most is to experience the working life and travelling on my own to work every morning. I guessed it is something like going to school every morning!But, i must try to avoid the peak hours, i think i can't.Haha. So yeah, i went to the library with my mum to borrow some storybooks to read too!The book that i am reading now is so interesting, i hope i can finish reading that particular book in 1 and a half weeks time!*NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE!* Haha. I might travel sometime in early December, i guess. Just a plan! ;)

Guess i am stopping here today, nothing much to write. lolx..

2006-09-05T03:36:00.000-07:00

Okay,bored,i've completed my Social Studies exams today,but,i missed writing down certain infomation!I was going to write the word ''Singapore'' but time's up! Gawdy-hell! If i knew,i shouldn't have wrote down that last few sentences! I should have made up my mind for that whole essay and stopped writing! And, i wasn't expecting another topic which i thought that it wouldn't ''appear'' in the exam paper! I was like ''freaking'' out instead of feeling a sense of relaxation! I felt tense at that point of time,haha. It was really unexpected albeit one of the question was explainable.Haha. I really don't know what i have done today because the minute i got home i was hanging around with my computer and doing the same old things such as surfing the net and checking my mails in hotmail,lol,like duh. I haven't been doing much since then, surfing the net till now which i wasn't supposed to be doing AT ALL . But yet, i did it again and again. My mom's going to yell at me soon! Haha,it was a bad idea of hanging around with my computer. But, i was just merely seeing and doing the ''good stuffs''such as blogging,so it isn't really that bad after all.Haha. Yet again, i needed to fork out some time to have my assesments all done!So,yeah,a big headache.Haha. Okay, so which one is more excusable?Surfing the net for knowledgable things or or going to the bathroom to clear your bowels(don't forget to bring in my toiletries,haha) ? Well, i think the second option is better,for that, nobody is going to creep or take a peep in the bathroom!Haha!Why is that so?Because there is foul gas!DUH!Haha!And i'm going to take a deep breath in the bathroom and inhaling in all the foul gases,haha,at the same time,take a short break from my hectic studying schedules,haha. =D *

exams are nearing sOONN =()

2006-09-02T21:33:00.000-07:00

Now i realized how long i haven't been updating my blog already,lol. Bon! voila! i'm here! Haha,exams are around the corner! Have you guys started your revision or midnight oil-ing? Lol,yeah,i've sort of started it already but yet i don't know what am i supposed to look out for!Is that an excuse of not being able to study anymore? Urgh,i don't know! Confusion rumbling through me now,hope i know what i'm really doing! I want to please someone* who's currently away from me,miles away from me,c'est because of him,i want to achieve something in my life,sans tout s'inquiète et tension,so it is like i have been telling myself to move on. But,what i'm doing now isn't totally meant for him* thou,obviously, it is also for the sake of myself, like duh. Haha. Hm, i gotta fight my way out and travel all the way-even miles apart. *C'est what i learnt from yeh that ge never forget, merci! s'il vous plait!Think that i can ! =D

* quoi qu'il en soit, espoir de vous voir types bientôt et ensuite..! Au revoir!

```

2006-06-12T05:49:00.000-07:00

Yup , back to my blog again . Today was a really tired day for me , i woke up at 8 am as i've got tution at 10 am . I had to study a little thou , studying perks my day up i guess ! Haha . Ok , so everything turned out fine for the morning , i ate my lunch and rested for awhile and went back to studying till it was 3 plus that i went out for awhile to J8 to pass my friend the money for mos , so i met her and i went to buy my dinner and home i went . The day was hot ! i was like perspiring for the whole day ever since i got out of J8 ! arhh . Nothing much happened today , i went back home and bath then ate my dinner . Whoa ! i ate takopachi ! it was tasty , i guess , and i ate a Japanese set lunch too ! Eww..that one sucks i must say . Yeah , i just rested again for the day , watched television and did some english vocabularies . Hehe .. =D

filling day !

2006-06-11T03:19:00.000-07:00

hey again..im kinda happy today!woke up early in the morning..then prepared to go to HOTEL RENDEVOUS ! hehe..went there to eat with my relatives..i think it's because my cousin's birthday is coming so we are celebrating for her..yup..actually..i went there a few times already..this should be the 4th time i went there!haha. =D okay , i was like damn full!!the food there is so tasty and..delicious!WOW!i'm like eating non-stop and tasting every different food!haha. I went back home ar about 3 plus .. phew!my stomach couldn't take in so much food..haha..rested for the day ..

Yup.. =) life..my life..hehe..hope everything turns out to be fine ! AU REVOIR !

=D

2006-06-10T06:21:00.000-07:00

I woke up early today at about 8.00 in the morning because i'm having tution later at 9 am .. well..i was like so so tired! Couldn't wake up that early , but my mum forced me to! So it was like i took some time to get myself prepared for the morning!hees..and yeah , my tutor revised the chapters that i've learnt today , it was great! I had a fun time trying to solve different sums!hehe.. After my tution , i continued doing my homework and stuffs , and ate my lunch after that .. nothing much either .. just sat back and relaxed .. watching some tv shows .. haha ..i was hoping that i could have a fun and happy day ahead of me , but i just felt kinda sad and moodless today , maybe i was thinking too much . Haha ..but i guess i should be fine an hour later or so . I gotta go for now! I need to refresh myself from having to think so much..haha..life's filled with so much complications.. =)

Okie-dokey , smile forever ! My motto ! HAHA . (ja?)(nein?)

tired !

2006-06-09T05:01:00.001-07:00

today..i was late for my art lessons ! arhh ! i overslept,and that was really bad..i didn't overslept before in my whole life!this is the first time ! =( yeah..sad situation..and i waited for ages for the bus to come..it was so damn long man ! god..haha..i bet the bus-driver didn't wake up from his sleep!bleah~~ anyway,i went home at about 4 plus because i'm having a tution later on at 5.30 pm ..freakingly tired but ..i guess that's just it.. =D then i ate my dinner at 6 plus ? yup.. that's all for today..just hope that i'll quickly finish my artwork..and hope time flies..! hahaha.* seeyer all soon .. CHEERS !

g0shh..

2006-06-06T01:13:00.000-07:00

well..well..it's been a long time since i've updated my blog ! hahas .. now , it 's the june holidays , finally , i can get to update my blog slowly .. =D erm..it's the june holidays now , so it's like im getting borier each day .. hahas..but well,sometimes i did go out with my peeps and ..not to forget ..STUDY !=) N levels is coming soon ..i really have to pass if not i'd totally DIE ..there are certain days that im tired too..haha..but well..this is just what i've gotta do ! =D Now , im learning to lead a new life ..for the sake of myself ..just hope that my life won't be like the past anymore .. thinking about the past days..it just hurts me alot ..everything WAS JUST A LIE ! A LIE..sigh..i . .i just hate liars .. liars .. u lied . GOSH .. Anyway, now it's a new beginning for me .. to start anew without him.. =D

i suppose i can do that .. haha .. CHEERS EVERYONE ! bleah~*

if i had my life to live overr~

2006-03-28T06:18:00.000-08:00

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day. I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage. I would have talked less and listened more. I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded. I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace. I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth. I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed. I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains. I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life. I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime. Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle. When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner." There would have been more "I love you's." More "I'm sorry's." But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute, look at it and really see it , live it and never give it back.

** finally !

2006-03-28T02:18:00.000-08:00

thinking about almost everything . *

im getting stresser and stresser each and everyday ! LOL .. well .. went to school today for normal lessons , guess what ? my english teacher didn't teach us today !haha ..i like that =) she was like preparing to go to her badminton tournament ..yea..so..we had to wrap a green cloth around the window to just make sure that the 'staffs' know that we'r having our self-supervised peiod..hahas..was okay then ..just talked with my friends ..hehe..then ,it was art class ..great ! art..art..art.. =) feeling a little stressed up because i have to draw and think of so many things for my art coursework!hahas..but,luckily,i managed to get through this second round of so called 'good work' .. and i was told by my arty teacher that i'll just have to a little more research then i can start planning on how to paint..yupps ..that's great isn't it ? by then i can just have a little'but of relaxation..hehheh.. Went home as per normal,ate my lunch and yea..i started working on my stuffs then came the history group project..HAH! boring! but i gotta finish it by tomorrow if not i'll get a big fat zero !

crazy days ahead `..

2006-03-26T03:11:00.000-08:00

heyas peeps!i've like just created a blog for myself since most of ya have blogs =) ..well..this few days i've got like a bad intuition that something might happen cuz my eyes kept blinking (which is the right eye ) and i've heard that if your right eye kept on blinking for so specific reason , that means something bad will happen . But,i don't know ,currently nothing has happened,i hope that it will stay the same,hahas..i don't really believe in all these things which is ''superstitous'',yea. Well,im like currently settling my house matters and not to mention,my 'art coursework' which is quite a pain in the neck , but , no matter what , i'll try my best and put in lots of effort in doing my exam coursework . You know , it's like now i'm struggling to do certain things and it really makes my brain go wild ! Can't help it thou , 'ginseng' will keep me awake..hahas..gotta go nows . see you peepx!=)